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Poses for the Beginning Figure Model
Or, The Art of Revealing Yourself
1. Aphrodite of Knidos
You undress quickly. It is the opposite of your first time when you were 17 and you left all of your clothes on because of a combination of anxiety and the cramped confines of your car. Now, though, you are 23 and in the best shape of your life. You reveal yourself all at once.
After removing your socks and shoes, pants and shirt, you open the storage closet door and shuffle down the hall. The laminate tile is cold on the bottoms of your feet. The overhead lighting is brighter than you had first realized. When you enter the circle of art students patiently waiting behind each of their easels, you do so with your hand cupped over your crotch. This is your first pose: Aphrodite of Knidos. The venus pudica pose in which one hand is used to conceal a small but important part of yourself, and in doing so, you draw more attention to the very part of yourself that you are trying to hide. This is both metaphor and a reference to your actual bare genitals. This is both side hustle and therapy.
The art students are chatting idly, some on their phones. The professor is on her computer so you ask, “Am I supposed to be naked now or should I have waited?”
