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A Body Floating in the River

Matthew Osgood
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11 min readJul 30, 2019

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The Merrimack River / Image Credit: Francois Gossieaux

II was thirteen the first time I saw a dead body.

I do not mean in the sense that my mom walked me up to the casket in a flower-scented funeral home in my navy blue suit coat to say goodbye to my grandfather; Nor do I mean that my life was plagued by wakes and funerals beginning at an early age.

His name was Peter Briggs. He was a 47-year-old homeless man. I didn’t know him, but my friend Cara and I found his lifeless body floating in the river behind my house on the first day of summer vacation in 1995.

We tend to remember summer vacation with a certain wistfulness. My generation was amongst the last to spend the entirety of our childhood and teenage years without a computer or cell phone (We had a computer for school work and my first cell phone was a gift for my 19th birthday, though I can remember using it solely to call my parents from college). A computer and cellphone-free summer sounds unconscionable, but we really didn’t know any differently. The days, in our memories, always began early — and, in my case, on a bike — and the sky was always that perfect azure blue and cumulus cloud dotted the sky.

His name was Peter Briggs. He was a 47-year-old homeless man. I didn’t know him…

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Matthew Osgood
Matthew Osgood

Written by Matthew Osgood

Author of Write Now!: The Guide to Making it in Freelance Writing. Contact matthew.m.osgood at gmail